Day 26

Wow. The numbers are ticking off so fast. Thank you Jesus! This week has flown by, and dragged its tail all at the same time.

Today was pretty good. I didn't have time to sit and cry (yeah!), and managed not to drink too much coffee. And I haven't had chocolate. Hmm, that one's getting to me right about now. (grabs some Dark chocolate that's too close) Dove tells me to take time to notice the colors of the leave changing. Already? Boy oh boy, was that chocolate good. :)

I FINALLY went and got a webcam today when I was in town. I already love it! It takes cool pictures, and has the neatest effects. I can tell I'm going to have fun with it.

You know that feeling when you give something so totally to God to take care of, that you feel like you're being lazy when you don't have something to 'do' anymore? Well, that's how I feel. So wonderful, exhilarating, and fun, but at the same time, scary, scarier, and scariest! I don't want to become lazy and lax in my prayer time with God just because he has it all under control, but rather I want to spend this freedom in just talking to God. He loves it when we just talk to him. I read a quote recently, "Sometimes God waits to answer prayers....just so He can get us to talk to Him longer". It made me think. God wants to be wanted and pursued, and not just when we are in hot water or need something only He can give us. He wants to have a love relationship with us, as His children. Sometimes I just like to sit in His lap, and he tells me how precious I am to him... and that he loves me so much. God is just awesome.

I really missed Luke today. There were times where I just wanted to pick up my phone and call or text him, to tell him something that had happened or whatever...it's hard to retrain your thinking.

Here are a few pictures from my new webcam adventures. :)






Well, goodnight peeps! Sweet well, and sleep dreams. <3

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