Day 27

I'm watching Sense and Sensibility. Not a very good thing, when my heart is in the state it is.
I listened to the song, Never knew Lonely, today. It was so true. Today I felt so lonely. So sad...just wanted to sigh so loudly, that he could hear me from here. My heart cries out that this would all be over with already. I miss his voice. I just miss HIM! And we have so far to go yet. Right now I want to call him and see how his day went. Tell him that I love him, and wish him pleasant dreams. But I can't. And it hurts. I suppose this missing him is normal, with the other half of my heart being gone.

I actually only had one nap today...not too much coffee, and minimal chocolate. I should be able to sleep well tonight. And I got some sewing done. I feel good about what got done, even with the state that my spirits were in. God continues to give me comfort - even when I feel sad. God gives me hugs :)

That said, I freakin' miss you Baby. Check Yes or No.

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